Heaven bound

If I think I'm heaven bound, then I'm headed up to heaven. So I've been told. But there's the dilemma; because in our current understanding of the universe there is no "up." So do I go "out"? Out where? Same problem then as up.

Maybe I go "in." Some say heaven is in us. But if that's the case, then I don't have to die to go to heaven. I could already be there, whether it feels that way or not.

I can't find it in me now to dump the whole idea of heaven because it helps me keep thinking about the idea of flow and transitions and death as a passage, which humans have thought about since they have been humans.

So for the time being, I think I will just dive into myself and into life and see what answers I might find there.